The Patterns In Your Head

by Monica Joy

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releases 01 September 2015

Music, Lead Vocals, Ukulele, Piano: Monica Joy
Guitar: Jeff Tamalier
Bass: Pat Jacobsen
Drums: Prairie Prince
Producer: Jeff Tamalier
Executive Producers: Greg and Jennifer Joy, Joe Stearns, Patrick Holmes
Engineer: Peter DeLeon
Album Art: Courtney Tryon

All proceeds support children with invisible illnesses
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Track Name: No Right
You can’t choose something so hard
Something so wrong and
Something we both knew
Past our rights and our wrongs
I battled through our fog
I did it for you

You can’t tell me how strong I am
‘Cause only I know the way it feels
For you to tell me that you’ll always be there
Push comes to shove, I’m drowning in tears, tears

You got no right
To waltz in this place
Come in my space
Get in my face
No right
To tell me it’s hard
Babe, I’ve walked the longest yard
Left with my well-earned scars
Don’t say you’ll always love me if you can’t even call me honey
I’m no longer blinded by your light
Don’t tell me you’ll be there if you never really cared
‘Cause to start this fight, you’ve got no right

I got into it too
I got deep into you and
Into me too
I got into your soul
I knew your only goal was to
Always stay true

But if you can’t see
How much this really hurts
You never knew me at all
I though climbing the mountain
Would be worth the view
But never thought about the fall, the fall

You got no right
To waltz in this place
Come in my space
Get in my face
No right
To tell me it’s hard
Babe, I’ve walked the longest yard
Left with my well-earned scars
Don’t say you’ll always love me if you can’t even call me honey
I’m no longer blinded by your light
Don’t tell me you’ll be there if you never really cared
‘Cause to start this fight, you’ve got no right

You got no right
To waltz in this place
Come in my space
Get in my face
No right
To tell me it’s hard
Babe, I’ve walked the longest yard
Left with my well-earned scars
Don’t say you’ll always love me if you can’t even call me honey
I’m no longer blinded by your light
Don’t tell me you’ll be there if you never really cared
‘Cause to start this fight, you’ve got no right
Track Name: Give In
I fell
An addict in your arms
Surviving on the energy released from your palms
I crashed
And burned into your heart
The memory of a lost love that tore you apart

Well I only meant to save you
What a mess we’ve got into
I didn’t mean to hurt you
But now you’re crushing me too

Well you call
And I answer
You run
And I run faster
You speak
And I listen
Well you give
And I give in

I wept
The day you told me
The day our lives were changed when we were dancing in the street
I screamed
Shouts of joy and wonder
Shouts of healing from the wreckage you brought me out from under

Well I only meant to save you
What a mess we’ve got into
I didn’t mean to hurt you
But now you’re crushing me too

Well you call
And I answer
You run
And I run faster
You speak
And I listen
Well you give
And I give in
Track Name: I Owe You
In the moments we were together
I thought it was forever
The way you made me feel
At times things were clearer
Me a princess, you a hero
Never thought I’d shed another tear

But the moment, it’s now gone
And our hearts are moving on
Into another realm
I’d say that I still love you
If i didn’t feel above you
Why is that so wrong?
Is that so wrong?

I owe you this much
This song
One final touch
But you’re gone
I owe you heartbreak
A love letter
One more mistake
Or my eyes wetter

I owe you nothing
But I felt in debt
From the very moment our eyes first met
I owe you this much
This song
One final touch
But you’re gone

We shared a many wonderful things
But I forgot them all so easy
How did I move on
You were the words to my every song
And the right to my every wrong
How do I get along without you?

I owe you this much
This song
One final touch
But you’re gone
I owe you heartbreak
A love letter
One more mistake
Or my eyes wetter

I owe you nothing
But I felt in debt
From the very moment our eyes first met
I owe you this much
This song
One final touch
But you’re gone, gone

I owe you this much
This song
I owe you heartbreak
I owe you nothing
I owe you nothing
I owe you nothing, nothing, nothing
But you’re gone
Track Name: I'm In Love
Close the curtains
Shut down the blinds
And just unwind

Light up those candles
Watch them all melt
From the light

I know what I feel when the feeling is real
Oh, I’m in love, I’m in love

I don’t wanna do
Anything but you
My baby’s here to stay

Take off all your clothes
Throw them away
Save ‘em for a better day

With all the time in the world
I’ll make myself heard
Oh, I’m in love, I’m in love

Spending all my time inside my head
Why am I not laying in my bed
All day with you drinking up the juice
The blood of Jesus

Spending all my time inside my head
Why am I not laying in my bed
All day with you drinking up the juice
The blood of Jesus

If I had to choose, I would choose you
Oh, I’m in love
Track Name: My Sunset
I like to look into your eyes
And smile, they’re so fascinating
I want to pull you aside
And tell you how great you are to me

That the simple life with you
Is all that I’ll ever be needing
My only worry is when I’m with you
My heart it tends to stop beating
Right inside my chest

Darlin’, I want you in my sunset
On the beach
In the water
Getting our toes wet
Holding hands
Swinging our arms together
Oh, baby
Been thinking about you lately
Why don’t you come with me?
Walk on the sand
With me forever
In my sunset

Some nights we’ll look up at the stars
And smile, they’re just so fascinating
Other nights we’ll open up our hearts
And find a way to believing

That the simple life with you
Is all that I’ll ever be needing
My only worry is when I’m with you
My heart it tends to stop beating
Right inside my chest

Darlin’, I want you in my sunset
On the beach
In the water
Getting our toes wet
Holding hands
Swinging our arms together
Oh, baby
Been thinking about you lately
Why don’t you come with me?
Walk on the sand
With me forever
In my sunset

I want you in my sunset
On the beach
In the water
Getting our toes wet
Holding hands
Swinging our arms together
Oh, baby
Been thinking about you lately
Why don’t you come with me?
Walk on the sand
With me forever
In my sunset
Track Name: Under My Skin
Walk down the line
So technically inclined
You walk in a path
Left and right
So very fast
Straight as an arrow
Down it how far can you walk
’Til you hear someone knock
You’ve hit a broken heart
And you stop
Dead
And the patterns in your head
Fall flat
On the ground
’Til you can’t hear a sound
Well, maybe you weren’t listening

It’s not that it’s too much
It’s that it’s not enough
I need more from you
It’s not that you broke me
It’s that you’re not fixing
The parts you left unscrewed
You left me bruised
All up under my skin

Tightrope walking on the edge of a mountain
Facebook stalking ‘cause all there’s left to do is doubt him
His actions and his thoughts
Maybe he’s out there
Somewhere
Hoping that you’re not worried or concerned
‘Cause he’s doing just fine
Wishing you’d come back
So he could say ‘You’re Mine’
Well, at least he knows you’re trying

You refuse to stop dead
And let the patterns in your head
Fall flat
On the ground
’Til you can’t hear a sound
Why don’t you open up your ears?

It’s not that it’s too much
It’s that it’s not enough
I need more from you
It’s not that you broke me
It’s that you’re not fixing
The parts you left unscrewed
You left me, oh so

Bruised, woah
Crushed
To
The core

The flowers you handed me
Dried up and caught the breeze
And floated away in the wind
And though you sinned
You’re still under my skin